M/M Queer as Folk PG -13

Written for a prompt, tears, at slashthedrabble.

Title: If only ...
Author: Eroticisms
Archive: Here and here. Elsewhere by permission only.
Summary: Queer as Folk Season five finale. Brian thinking about all that has happened.
Rating: PG - 13
Disclaimer: Not mine. I'm only playing with them in my head for a bit.

Tears. What the hell was this? Brian Kinney didn't cry. He reached up and wiped just below his eye, and he found the dampness there. He got something in his eye. That was all it was. He sat there for a moment on his bed, looking at the empty loft. All his things were gone. Nothing was left. He was off to New York City, and Lindsay was probably already settling in up there in Canada. Crazy lesbians, running to Canada..

He'd lost his best friend, his son and his lover all in the span of a week, and now he was left with what? There was always Little Mikey. Things were getting better there he supposed. He was still amused over the fact the man had turned into this packaged couple living in the suburbs. Now who saw that coming? He stood up and walked over to the shower, disrobing along the way. He couldn't sit here moping all night. Fuck that. He should go find some guy and forget all about this.

He stopped in front of the mirror, staring at his reflection for a moment. Shaking his head, he mumbled softly, "If only it was that easy."